’ I shiver a little. ‘Now here, lay your head on my lap.’ I eagerly change position to obey before she changes her mind. It’s quickly becoming...my favourite thing—losing myself in a trance, just relaxing in the bliss of automatically doing what I’m supposed to do, safely under her control. I’m trying to learn to just accept my kinks. She looks down at me and quietly asks, ‘You ready?’ I nod, then add a verbal ‘yes’ just to be clear. ‘Okay hon, I’d like you to start at 200 and slowly count down. A married woman you barely knew and you were trying to put a baby inside me. I did not agree to that.’ ‘You agreed to be f…, have sex, and you must have known, at the end, I was going to do it in you. I even told you I was about to cum, to give you a chance if you didn’t want it inside you.’ ‘You’re not getting it. It’s not about the fucking and the cum, yes I wanted that, and agreed and I loved that, I wanted your cum in me, deep in me. I adored the feeling. And its was so good I’ve done it. LOLI do know we were on the bowling team at St. Bernadette's that year. They would bus us to the bowling alley after school was finished on Thursdays.I loved to bowl. I was good at it too. In later years I would get to nearly a 200/game average. I even shot a 279 in my adult years. Man I remember my legs were shaking when I was up in the 10th frame. And here I go again jumping in time. Sorry, I'll try to do this less. Bad mind, Bad Bad mind. Stop doing this to me!I broke my first lunch box at. Sebastian was now kissing and moving his lips slowly around the neck and shoulder of Ciel. He was feeling heated and it was time. He lifted one hand from the hips, but did not stop with the other hand. He lifted the fingers to the chin of Ciel and turned the chin slowly towards his own face. He leaned forward and he looked as Ciel opened his eyes. Ciel did not falter or resist, he felt it was the right moment, he turned his head and as closed his eyes. His lips quivered and Sebastian took.