I mean when it is just us."Susie stopped in front of Jake, her smooth body on display. She lookedhim in the eye, no self-doubt in her at all. She had ...ever felt so aliveor so in control in her life. They thought they were in control of thesituation and were trying to tell her what to wear, but she knew she hadthe power and she was not naked because they wanted her that way. Shewas naked because this is what she wanted. "Is that what YOU werethinking?" she asked as she continued to stare into. Not wanting exposure, Hal let it go. As Heather paid the bill, she looked at Hal and asked, "Do you want toget married?" What?" Married." Married?" Yes, do you want to get married?" Heather asked again as she sortedmaterials in her purse."Doesn't the ma..." Well, the man does traditionally ask, but..." Heather began to say asshe looked at Hal. Hal nodded his head to signal that he understood, but she took it as alittle more."You want to get married!"Hal smiled uneasily. This was more than he. " Well not really the first morning I met you in the gym I just took youas Tracey it was only when I saw you all together I put two and twotogether." She stopped taking a draw of the cigarette."So why did you not say anything, and did it not scare you here was aguy dressing up as a girl, bit spooky is it not," I asked."It's your life, so tell me then do you do it all the time?"I went on to tell her about my arrival on ship with only girl's clothesmy first day transformation and how I had been. She was a homely person who is quiet and shy. As usual, she was wearing the typical half-sari that south-Indian ladies wear at home.I sat next to her and placed my hands on her back. As soon I touched her back, I could feel her body stiffen up and there were goose pimples on her back. I was a bit circumspect but gently began pressing her back. Her body too relaxed after a few strokes from my hand. I was massaging her lower back and her spinal cord and I could realize that she was feeling good.