I laughed back saying no but he’ll never guess which toy I’m using. He was quick “the red one” No not that one I said “yellow or flesh then!...�� Nope, the big black one I informed him. Oh my god baby, that one so fucking big. I’m fucking hard as hell envisioning you. Well then join me, stroke that cock of yours. I can’t Jim.... oh okay, I was getting real horny and with the lube nearby thinking of one of the others in my ass. But I’ll let you go, better you get some sleep like Jim. Kisses. But no boy ever regretted losing his innoncence.The last thing a boy wants is to be innocent. How many boys introduced tosex decide it isn't for them? Really. Boys are made for fucking. Madefor sex. It is the male condition. Showing a boy how to beat off is a service to them. The mysteriesof lube if they are cut. Once the foreskin retracts on an uncut boy, he'llhandle it. I had to learn the hard way that soap was a poor choice but Ilearned that mineral oil was outstanding. At that age, when. Now's let's get your blouse on you.Paige? Can you button up her blouse in the back while I get her newheels?"And Paige softly buttoned me into the white silk, see-through blouse.When I looked down, I could see the pink training bra right through it.The sleeves were puffy and had ribbons at the little cut out scoopswhere they buttoned down at the top of each arm. I jumped when Hannahslapped my ass through my jean skirt:"Step into your pretty white high heels, sissy. Good girl. Hold onto meand. ” As the door closed I became aware of a sense of loneliness taking over me. I was left alone in the room. There was a sense of peace for having spoken out my heart but it was all in vain. Carol had left. During supper, Sandra bombarded me with questions about her mom, and I couldn’t answer any of it. When I failed to answer her questions, she refused to eat. Even though I spent more time with her, her love for her mother was stronger. I couldn’t help her but watch her get up from the table,.