I got sleepy around 11 and - I'll admit - a little irritated when she still hadn't arrived home yet. I dozed off and when I awoke it was 3 a.m. Now I ...as more than a little irritated. All sorts of shit began going through my mind. I tried to call her but it just kept going straight to voicemail - and that began to enrage me.In the morning she was still not home and still wasn't answering her phone. I got the k**s off to school and waited. Around 11 a.m. I heard the key in the lock and saw her. "Ohhhh yes! Ahh... Ahhhh!" ...Mmmmmm...you know I could really get use to this. ********************This feels nice too. Nestled here with his arm around me. I feel so safe...so complete. Oops! I need some tissue. "Uh...would you pass me some tissue honney." Of course my dear...here you go."He didn't even have to let go of me. There...now I won't drip for a while. Mmmmm... just a few more minutes and I'll get cleaned up. Gawd! His embrace feels too good to break."How do you feel my. I lookup at his face. His eyes are closed and he is softly exhaling. He ishappy.I once knew what he is feeling now. I once had a penis. I oncepenetrated women. I fucked women, and it made me happy, regardless ofhow they felt. That was before. Now I could feel him moving in and outof me. I could hear the sound of my wetness, and his hips slapping myinner thighs.I am asking again: Why does it have to feel this good? Why does it feelso good to have him inside me like this, his penis hot. “That’s easy.” Belinda said. “Just don’t let it be weird. You don’t feel weird, do you Johnny?”“I feel fucking great.” I said. Kasia laughed and Belinda stood up. “Okay, so I’m going to go to bed then.” Kasia said. “But, I won’t be weird tomorrow, I promise.” She said over her shoulder as she headed down the hall. “Goodnight you guys.”Belinda and I went to my bedroom to lie down. I told her how much I enjoyed everything that had just happened. She wasn’t surprised.“I think she wants to fuck.