She opened it to reveal a long necklace of diamonds. ‘You are a cruel man to leave me like this.’ He looked around the room, richly decorated with...everything his money offered. With the house came the servants, the little carriage he’d provided her. ‘Goodbye, Carla.’ She was screaming at the top of her lungs as he stepped out of her house toward his carriage. ‘Where to, my lord?’ His driver, Henry asked. ‘Straight to Jason’s house in the country.’ ‘Are you sure, my lord?’ Henry cleared his. His unsteady voice told me he was lying. I stared steadily at him as I deliberately raised the glass and took a sip. Then he also took one, having waited for me to do it first. The warm glow I remembered from the previous time instantly seeped throughout my body, settling in a spot somewhere in my lower belly. That spot continued to grow hotter – lewd thoughts accompanying them – and there was sudden dampness against my thighs. Randy was staring at me the whole time, a thin ugly smile on his. I don’t know. Like all of you, I find myself plagued with doubt as I face my fears, my doubts and gather my strengths to take the next step on the road of life. I underwent a similar ordeal in 2003 when I finally admitted to myself that I was a bisexual black man and that it was completely okay. Yes, I’ve been there and done that when it comes to life and identity crises, as they say. Yes, I’ve done many things in the past. There was a time when I went out to fight in the name of justice. I. One evening, when our parents were not at home, it was summer time and unusually hot. We would often stay in very skinny outfits in the absence of our parents on such days. That day, Tammie just removed all her clothes. Send her nude was nothing new, but, seeing her move nude all around our flat was different. Although the curtains were drawn, I was still a bit afraid. Tammie however was unmindful. She just moved like that. Mom and prepared dinner and kept in casseroles. She had her dinner in.