Inwardly she cursed her period. 'I'm sure I could seduce him tonight, ' she thought. 'But never mind - let's build it up - and I'd much rather it was ...im seducing me... 'They finished eating. She emptied the bottle in their large wine glasses - she had 'accidentally' picked huge Burgundy bowls - and fetched the second bottle in the fridge. "Let's move to the sofa," she said. He smiled and complied. They sat at opposite ends of the sofa, she with her legs pulled up under her. Their talk about. I, however, wanted time, at least three or four years to finish graduation and post graduation. Then he added that someone had proposed him, and he wanted to know what my reaction was! What should be my reaction? Why should I care for the person who, after two months of rosy talk, suddenly disappeared into thin air without considering my anguish over one-sided love? However, we’re still in contact and chat occasionally. In between these three serious contenders, there were many others who came. She held me like she couldn't let go. She cried. I cried too. I guess I had room in my heart for one more. "You'll be late for work," she said still clinging. We chuckled tearfully. "This is why I avoided you." She pulled away, came back for one last intense kiss, mouthed, "I love you," and ran off.Later that morning Amy called me at work sounding frantic. "Bess left," she said."What do you mean?" I asked."She packed. I tried asking. She ignored me. She left a note." What's it say?" I asked. Her brown hair had thinned and was whitening, her hips had spread with the glory of three c***dbirths, and her waistline had spread as our habits became less active, but the face under that hair line still melted me when it lit up with a smile, the hips swayed sexily whenever she moved, but especially when she drew looks on a dance floor, and her figure still made me aroused whenever I looked at it, which was whenever she was around."How can I understand this Andrea, it's coming out of nowhere!.