My mind felt cleansed my heart felt cleansed and my body felt cleansed. I could think straight again and I couldn't feel any pain. I no longer had an... self loathing or desire to die all I wanted to do was take this moment and bring these c***dren that i had pushed away for so long back into my life. I sat up and I wrapped my arms around my son and I hugged him tightly. I whispered in his ear "Luke, Tonight when your father came home I prayed for god to end this for me. I meant for God to have. Howmany times must I go there?"While it was only 3:30 in the afternoon on Friday, it was the weekendbefore Halloween and Jack had come home early from his job as anarchitect so that he and Marie could help each other get dressed fortheir annual neighborhood week-before-Halloween Friday-night party.Marie was going dressed as an 1800s bar wench, while Jack was dressingas a Chinese courtesan, complete with a high-necked, Chinese silk, form-fitting dress that came to just above his knees.While. ..my....DAD?"Mom laughed, bent down, and kissed my nipple that was still hard as a rock, and then looked at me again, "You've already had sex with me and Ben....why not him?"I really couldn't come up with an answer to that...I mean, she was right. But the thought of my dad doing me still freaked me out."Just think about it...you don't have to if you don't want. But you'll be missing out. I'll never forget the first time I did it with my dad." Grandpa?" I gasped, "He's really old!" He wasn't. “Why don’t you pick out one you might like? We’ll send it over to the camp for you.”“Okay.”Kiah returned to the area with stoves and ovens. She picked out the simplest looking one there – a simple unit that combined the oven and stove into one appliance. Little did she know that she was soon going to love that stove and oven combination more than anything else in the kitchen. No longer would she have to wait to start breakfast for the charcoal to be ready in the little hibachi grill she used to.