As I cross state border after state border, things start to blur together. If I can last a month, if I can make back to NY in time to see him. If, if,...if… if I can survive this, if he doesn’t find me, if I don’t crack, if I don’t fumble, if I can keep off the radar. Then maybe I will survive to see NY again. …. It’s been two weeks, I don’t know how but I’ve stayed off the radar so far. I check on my loved ones by going into libraries and checking facebook. There are posts all over my wall of. I set the leg and had Sam wrap it.When she was finished I made sure the arm was set and had Sarah hold the position while Cat wrapped it. The ribs were only fractured and I had Sarah tape them tightly. As they were finishing I could see that the injured or sick were starting to arrive for this mornings rounds. I looked at Cat, “find someone to take him to the first room inside the passage. Have someone stay with him until I can check him again.”As I started checking what I termed my sick a. I got up and undid my trouser . My manlyhood was standing erect facing her face. "Meenu, i said na 90 deg. see." I brushed it against her rosy lips. She stired at me for a while. "Come on meenu, i know u like it. I wonnt tell this to manish", my hands run over her short bouncing hairs. She bend forward and opened her mouth wide. I put my cock in her mouth. "hmm, come meenu, suck as ur brother did few miutes b4." She started in nervous slowly. But she was a quick learner. She started to suck. Cindy's room. My heart picked up its beat, and my stomach tumbled into knots. I hoped my lover was free. I needed to be with her so bad. I really should break up with April, but I just couldn't stand to disappoint her because ... The room, glaring lights so bright, so hot, Mother shouting her disappointment...No! Don't think about that.The door opened. Cindy's face lit up in a smile, driving my guilt and fear away. I loved her so much. I had thought I loved April, but it had just been puppy.