And why does she have to talk to me like this, that Nurse Kelly.She even says the words "Mr Rixon" as if I am a small child, not a fullgrown man lying...inert and useless on this bed.And now I must go through it all again. My nightmare. The loss of myson."Hello Daddy, how are we feeling today?"There "she" is. Big green eyes surrounded by darkened lashes, bouncy longblond curls, painted lips, the short dress showing off the buxom body ...there is the creature that used to be my son. Kissing me. Their muted conversation was barely audible but I heard Freeman asked Jake something, get a headshake (no), then say, "Me, neither."The organist was late, so I propped my ear to gather as much as I could, while in silence, each boy lowered their pants and removed them, along with their jockey shorts.Freeman, my co-geek, got down on his back as Jake contra-posed over him.I got wet between my legs even before they entered eachother's mouths and began their tentative '69'.They didn't notice the. Even more perfect. I opened the door and drag you in. I need to fuck you. I make sure to lock the door before I turn all of my attention back to you. I close the distance between us before you think. I reach for you, one hand behind your back and one behind you neck. I lean down and kiss you. All the tension and lust, the passion and desire, is focused into that one single kiss. But only for a moment because we both need so much more. I walk you backwards until you’re resting against the sink,. M. for $241. Then Walgreens again at 3:20 a.m. for $350. Another Walgreens for $320. And two more Walgreens for $288 and $260. Me: What the fuck! “Uh, those aren’t my transactions. Can you cancel my card? Customer Service: “No problem. I’m canceling your card right now. And you said those aren’t your transactions?” Me: “Nope.” Customer Service: “Okay, I’m going to transfer you to the Fraud Department. One second.” [“…all the vampires walkin’ through the valley. Move west down Ventura Boulevard..