I started to cry barry said whats wrong i said i dont know how to swim,im scared of the water , Barry ran over to me picked me up and gave me a big wo...derful hug and kissed me - i was shocked as i never had a kiss from another boy before. Barry said i wont let any harm come to you promise , he swung me round to his hip where my small penis and balls rubbed against his naked body , he then picked up michael and put him on his other hip and went towards the water .even though i was scared the. My makeup was done, and with two sets of false eyelashes I looked like someone else. My hair, fuck, it was incredible. Cropped short, very short, then the top left longer, but still short had been razor cut. Then there was the new colour. Bleached white, ice white. The contrast between my hair, and my bright red lipstick was startling, blusher blended towards and into to my grey eye shadow, then black eyeliner. Shit I didn’t even recognise myself. I was first on, a black dress, tight, short,. In winter the concrete and steel is freezing cold, colder than anywhere else, a cold that bites deep. If the wind blows then the dirt, grime and garbage is picked up until, you can smell nothing else. If there is no wind then the smog presses the stench down into the city, and the air becomes so thick you can almost not breathe. The taste of the heavy humid putrid air even sticks to the roof of your mouth. The city is always and completely devoid of nature, even the infesting cockroaches and. While Eddie...”“Yes. Not anymore, but we used to.”“He couldn’t...”“Eddie? No thanks. We’re not the friends we used to be.”“Any other men?”“No. I guess I’m a ladies man,” he chuckled. “But imagination is a wonderful thing.”“I don’t know.”“That’s fine. Let’s move on.”“What about Joanne?”“What about her.”“Are ... are you going to punish her?”“Why do you ask that?”“When you heard about her laughing.”“How would I punish her?”“A ... spanking?”“Anything else?”“Uhm...”“I’ve probably said too much about.