The problem is, it wasn’t. Not at the time. I…” She pauses. Again, Tamara squeezes her hand. “I actually enjoyed it. It felt good, and I liked...the attention, and it made that dickhead happy. Problem was, he never let me forget that I said I enjoyed it. When I left him, it wasn’t because of the dog sex stuff, I just reached my limit for his bullshit… When I left him he said he’d ‘out’ me as a dogwhore if I didn’t come back… And when I didn’t go back that’s when he did it.”What did he do?“He’d. I was caught in two minds – should I confront her later about this or should I let it be as it is. I decided then to let it be.My aunt then came to the kitchen and behaved quite normal as if nothing had happened. We began chatting about other things and things were normal. We then had our lunch and my kids too came back from school and had lunch. The painters finished their work at 5 and left for the day.We all had dinner at night and went to sleep. I could not sleep a bit that night. Whenever. Amar bara ta takhn puro khada hoye geche. pant er opor theke amar bara ta bojha jachilo. emon somoy amar didi pechon theke ese bollo ki hoche?ami khub bhoy peye gechilam. didi bath room korte ese amake dekhte peyeche.er par ami bhoy peye nijer room e chole gelam. amar khub raag hoyechilo. eke to sara din ghurte berono hoy ni tar opor ekta valo jinis dekhchilam setao didir jonyo dekha holo na. er par nijer Bed theke suye suye chup chap bristi dekhte laglam. tar por ki mone holo didir room er. You take my hand and we walk to the steps to enter the hot tub. I go first and slip in, feeling instantly the heat of the water, feeling instantly how it soothes away every aching muscle. You stand watching as I slowly sink in, watching the water glistening on my skin. Then you get in, and scoot over next to me, placing one arm around my shoulders, and the other on my thigh. Then we kiss again, this time more passionately, and I’m dying to feel more from you. Little moans escape my throat,.