. you have a sweet, little pussy, Iris. Isn't it better when I play with it than when you do?" The slender, twelve year old girl was sprawled on the b...g bed, her legs now wide apart, as the man skillfully stroked and probed her soft, hairless sex."Yanh... hanh... yanh, Bill. Yer not gonna? Like? Do what yuh done to Aunt Annette, are you?" Her sex felt like it was swollen to balloon size between her legs and she knew it was going to happen for her any moment. And then, suddenly, the big. ” I can still hear her sing, “it’s raining all the time,” moving her head from side to side while I sat on the floor, playing with my Raggedy Ann doll. I remember how she’d laugh at me when I came to her holding one of her Billy Holiday albums and I’d say, “Billy on, Billy on.” She’d say, “Ginger, baby, you’re going to be a jazz singer when you grow up.” She’d put the record on and I’d sit on her lap and listen to Billy singing, "Blue Skies” and “All of Me, why not take all of me.” The record. The next day was a disaster, I had a very bad headache and the hours at the exhibition were very hard. I got back at the hotel, took a shower and went to dinner. I decided I will not go out or drink this evening because I was still very tired for the night before. Daniel was getting out from the hotel for a walk and he saw me, he came to my table and apologized for the slapping me the night before … I also apologized for saying YES and we both laughed. He asked me again is I was serious with. " Don't. I'm one of them and I want to take advantage of the fact that you are sitting next to me right now. That makes me the first in line of the bunch that wants to beat that path to your door. Any chance that I could take you out to dinner and maybe a movie tomorrow night?" Why would you want to do that? Because you think I'm an easy slut? That wasn't really me at Benny's party; that was someone who didn't know what was happening." I know that. I know that you were bombed and taken.