I would also occasionally try on her sexy underwear and parade around the house when she wasn't home. After our divorce I found myself thinking more a...d more about wearing heels and lingerie until I finally broke down and bought a pair of black four inch pumps and some sexy underwear. I couldn't get over how sexy everything looked and felt. I found myself wearing them more often and buying more and more lingerie. Soon I started wondering what it would be like to be with a man. I posted a couple. We ate dinner out on the veranda near the outdoor fireplace which I had blazing to ward off the cool mountain evening chill.It was a very early evening as the hot tub, meal, champagne, muscle relaxers and the ranch worked its magic on Amber. Kate informed me the doctor had informed her that giving Amber massages over the next several days would be of great benefit to ease Amber's discomfort and both she and I will give Amber one together...Now I was not entirely comfortable with this idea,. She said she met a black woman in our friends network, they hooked up and got naked but really didn't do to much. So..... She came by and had a drink with us, her and my wife work in the same field so they started talking and became friendly, she was very attractive and she found my wife to be "very beautiful" she said. So they started to kiss and caress after they talked for about an hour or 2. They moved to the bed and started to suck titties and eat each other pussy and my wife doesn't eat. There were limits to its effects on us, and as I looked past my initial disappointment, I began to feel relief that our ‘peculiarities’—what I’ve come to call the strange events of my recent life—were beginning to dampen. My relief at this new turn of events was short lived, however. By Monday, it became evident to me that what was occurring wasn’t just the drug wearing off. Something more insidious was taking hold of my life, twisting me about as if I were a ragdoll caught in that familiar.