They got dressed in silence not knowing what to say, Diane had now had what, she had always wanted and had no regrets, Gary was gifted and also real s...xy as well “maybe we can have more fun again Gary” “we will have to see we should not of done this, but I do find you very attractive, and hard to say no to” he kissed her softly and left the room Diane put on her bikini with a huge smile on her face.Getting to the pool Gary looked at her, his mouth dropped open at such a beautiful sight, smiling. The other half I’ll be sending to the cheaters,” I said.“I thought you said she gave you the house outright. Kinda of a consolation prize for her shitting on you,” she said.“Yeah, but I ain’t takin’ nothin’ from her and sure as hell not from him. What they did to me is never going to be forgiven or forgotten, not ever,” I said. “No assuaging their betrayals or guilt with gifts, if they even feel any guilt, not even!”“I can dig it, Dave, but on another level, you really need to let her go and. ... even fucking her. I wanted it! No. I NEEDED IT! I came out of the restroom but instead of returning to the bar, I went through the main lobby and in through another door at the far end of the dimly lit dance area. I stood in the corner until my eyes became adjusted to the darkness, then I could see her. She was kissing the man she was dancing with and he had his hand up her short skirt. Over the soft music coming from speakers on the wall, I could hear her moans of pleasure. They grew. They are the sortof "women" whom men prefer who do not want real women, who want only menwho look like women. However, these men do not want to admit that theyprefer men to women. They do not want to admit, even to themselves, thatthey are homosexual, because, to them, such an admission, means that theyare less than men themselves and presents them with the emotional andpsychological quandary of both loving and rejecting their ownmasculinity, of feeling ambivalent about who and what they are..