....." So, what is fucking going on?" he asked. "What are you saying?" Damn it, Ronnie, I already told you. And I'm not making a joke," I said,calmly ...nd very seriously. "Ronnie, honey, I don't know how it is evenpossible, but we are going to have a baby. Honey, I am really pregnant." Kelly, sweetheart, look at me. We both know that is completelyimpossible."he told me very matter-of-fact."You think I don't know that? How do you think I felt trying to tell Dr.Jackson that I could not possibly. I wrapped my pallu around myself to completely cover my tight blouse and hide my breasts from him. Then he went back to stand on the opposite side of the room from Father and Mother.“Walk across the room for me, rajkumari,” he said to me, calling me ‘princess’. I looked over at Mother, but she merely nodded approvingly.I walked across the room with him on one side and Father and Mother on the other. I swayed on the tall, strappy platform heels Mother had made me wear. I had protested, because I. This is sin. We could not do this”.I went near her, but she started to move back up to the wall and i brought my face closer to her and her breath started to increase and i could feel the heat from her breath.I put one of my hand over her belly and started to smooch it. By that time she closed her eyes and started enjoying.Then i placed a kiss on her lips and she also started to react for my kiss our tongues met and we tasted our saliva which was so sweet.She then ran to the door and locked it. " We ain't got no ice. But we got soda plenty. You won't be wanting it with anything else?"Tizzy shook her head. What did the bar steward think she was? A woman who drank in public? The next thing, he'd be expecting her to light a cigarette. Like that other Negro girl she could see through the blue haze of pipe and cigarette smoke at the other end of the bar. She was smoking a cigarette at the end of a long black holder and was surrounded by men. Tizzy wondered at moral values in these Southern.