Rather I moved my palm up over the silky roundness of her sweet behind to the waistband of her underpants. Although I could have slipped under the wai...tband, I decided that rubbing her back would be a better prelude. I removed my hand briskly and heard a short groan of disappointment. The buttons on the back of her dress were opened and I slipped the dress off her shoulders. I now had free access to her back. I ran both hands over her back, pressing the balls of my fingers against her skin and. Even when we were just chilling as a group of friends we would always fall into the depth of each other’s conversation, I could and did talk to her for hours. I could see for all these reasons that we would make a great couple and would be so happy together. Bizarrely, for that very reason I was adamant that nothing would happen between us. I had just spent 4 years in a very ‘steady’ relationship, 4 years of ‘making love’, I had had my experience of a ‘nice’, ‘stable’ girl and wanted to have. She was dating a friend of mine. Surprisingly, he’s still a friend. We sat a while and talked. Actually, he talked. I was thunderstruck by Sandy. I’m afraid I gawked. That’s not entirely accurate, I gaped, I stammered and I blushed. Eventually I croaked something out like, “You are umm, certainly quite a woman Sandy”. At the same time I managed to spill coffee on my shirt while knocking a fork onto the floor. My friend laughed and said, “Don’t feel too bad, Sandy tends to have an effect on. And----Take that miserly studio deal then deduct WGA's $2000dollar per year cost, another 10% agent deduction, Managerial deductionsand then another whopping 33% IRS Tax bill and you see that if onewrites anything he pretty much comes out below-zero at the start!Pretty much isn't worth it.You know why writers are treated so badly? Nutshell-writers have towrite, it's what they do. They didn't chose to be writers, it chosethem, and it's a life sentence anyway you look at it. Period. I meanif.