The attendant took my hand andhelped me out of the car. I noticed that he was staring straight at mybreasts as he did so.The attendant then went to d...iver's side to help Wendy. She had alreadygotten out of the driver's seat and held her car keys out to theattendant. As Wendy and I walked the short distance to the front doorof the restaurant, I felt something that I had never felt before. Itwas a breezy evening, and I could feel the air blowing under my dressand between my legs. Between. Ok then who else can give him massage to clear his mind dirt? Later I asked myself, “Ok why don’t I give it”?I was initially shocked to think like that, but later I convinced myself saying “Ok, fortunately, he is not expecting sex, he is just longing for some female touch on him and getting hand job/masturbation. Me doing a massage and hand job to him is not something where I am going to lose my virginity. If I am going to do penetrative sex with him, then that is something seriously bad. I. Our daughter stopped listening to me when she was five years old; there were times at home when my wife of daughter never spoke more than twenty words to me in a week. Therefore, you see my life did suck.Then one day a memo landed on my desk, I was to represent the authority at a conference in London, it was to last a week and accommodation and meals were arranged, plus there was an additional £400 for expenses. It was way more money than I had ever seen and decided not to tell Fiona about. Fir main chala gaya main lagbahg 15 min aaya to dekha sikha bf ki cd dekh rahi hai aur wo use bade maze se dekh rahi thi mujhe dekh kr wo sharma gai tab maine kaha koi baat nhi hai tum dekh sakti ho bt fir bhi usne nhi dekha…fir hum log sath me baith kr kahne lage tabhi maine poocha ki tumhara koi boy frnd hai kya to usne kaha nhi fir usne mujhse bhi poocha ki tumhari koi gf hai kya to maine bhi kaha nhi. Main us samay uski halat dekh kr samajh sakta tha ki wo bf dekh kar garam ho chuki.