A little bit of context here will help. Prior to this, I had never thought of guys being sexy. I did not know anyone who was gay. I had never even hea...d of the word bisexual. I had never thought of experiencing anything sexual with a guy.Despite this, I found myself very, very interested. To my surprise, I found myself turned on. While the visual image of his hard on is still memorable to me, I remember nothing of the conversation except for how it ended.I invited him to our private thatch hut. With that news in mind, I tried to finish upand polish the songs that I had been working on since my concert. If Icould get them finished, then I hoped I could go over them with theband and we could work together to add the instruments that I didn'tknow how to write for.I played the guitar, and I knew how to write songs for it. But I didn'tknow how best to use the drums and the bass that were also at ourband's disposal. Ever since I had performed my concert and startedwriting the four songs I'd. Then a few days later Cait left for work early and I hadn't even gotten out of bed yet and Cait came in to the bedroom and kissed me goodbye and she said “Mom has left already” and I said “Okay” and then she kissed me again and whispered “I love you” and I said “I love you too” and then I fell asleep again and when I woke up I was really horny and I rubbed myself a little but then I got out of bed and I was only wearing panties and I went upstairs to the third floor and to Cait's parent's. “You good friend, Josh-u-ah,” he yelled excitedly. “Joi tell Ling you very nice to her last night and show her good time, now Ling happy, so Poon happy.”I held out the phone and looked at it in surprise, then put it back to my ear.“She is a lovely young woman, Lee, and it was my pleasure. In fact, I had such a good time, I’d like to spend tomorrow showing her around.”Poon said Joi was hoping I’d ask her out again, so the women would be even happier. Go figure.I had a task to accomplish that.