Tell your husband he is a wimp.7. Tell your husband he is a fag.8. Laugh, grin, giggle or shake your head in contempt every time you see your husbands...dick.9. Tell your husband you can't wait to have sex with someone else.10. Tell your husband you're horny because you have been thinking of some other man.11. Make your husband watch as you prepare to go out to look for other men.12. Make your husband watch as you prepare to go out on a date.13. Take a lot of care when you get ready to go out. Do. For the most part, however, I managed my lakeside cabin and property, watched and played fantasy sports, smoked herb and drank whiskey.The first real snow had hit last night, followed by flurries through the mid morning. I sat on the rocking chair on my porch, bundled up in my oversized pendleton blanket and nothing else. Wood was split and stacked for the next season if necessary. Satellite was tuned and cleaned, with a line of sight to the stars cleared by me the previous summer. Generator. One time when Jim came back to me in the water we were joking about having sex. I laughed and told him about our sexual fantasy." You what? You told him that you used his name in our lovemaking? How stupid could you get? Why would you tell him such a thing?"Again, I realized I was the one who started it. I was only reaping what I sowed. I knew I was blaming her when half the guilt was mine. I guess I was trying to deny my guilt and face the truth. But still, I didn't think it was something she. I don't want any more than about thirty pounds or so a square foot, if we can manage it. And before we go fast today, I need to fill the tanks and get a feel for how fast we slow down with all that crap and all your weight on the deck. Load from the rear forward, if you please."Manasares stared at her for a moment with the rest of the men, and then he turned and said, "You heard the Bosun. Do it like she says." The men started moving.Lenore turned to find Kostowe still on the dock, clapping.