What she needed was direct observation. She didn't want to demean herself, but she had already started down that slippery slope. It was getting diffic...lt to determine where scientific inquiry ended and her own sexual curiosity began, however. Though initially put off by their typical use for violent sexual assault, she continually found herself thinking about his tentacles and the pleasures he claimed they could bring. It's not generally considered good judgement to use oneself as a test. All Penny could do was follow. She couldn't believe how vulnerable and exposed she felt. She also couldn't believe how those feelings seemed to spur on her arousal, her anxiety and horror seemed to be in a perpetual battle with her desire for this treatment to continue.If only she had obeyed Mistress, and not tried to fall into trance on her own. While hypnotized, she didn't have to feel this unease – she could just enjoy the pleasure and arousal. But now, with her mind still her own, she was. Despite the darkness, I’d been staring at my own hand as it slowly but confidently pumped up and down my brother’s cock, but now I could see it, I could see its beauty. I could see how hard it was - how hard I had made it - and when my phone’s screen turned off, I was disappointed but could still see the image in my head.Pump, pump, pump. Up and down and up and down. Stroke, stroke. Up and down.The darkness and the hypnotic rhythm of my own hand took over, and I tuned out for a few minutes.. After breaking up I'd dated a few girls, but none of them had the submissive streak I found so attractive. As a natural dom I can't help it. I love to tie up a girl, degrade her verbally, use her for my pleasure, even force her to orgasm into unconsciousness. I once tied her up and attached a vibrator to her clit while I fucked her wet cunt for about half an hour. After I pulled out and slapped her ass with my dick I blew my load down her throat. I left her tied up but gagged her with a.