I felt panic rise in my heart as the reality of what was happening struck. I knew I had to make him stop, but I was lost and could do nothing as we be...an our slide into the abyss. I whimpered plaintively under him but "Oh, my god," was all I could say as he began pushing his pants down his hips. I writhed and squirmed until I felt the hot length of his penis pressing into my tummy. It felt hard and heavy on my skin, and oh lord, it was thick! I started to struggle but Tommy grabbed my hands and. Kitty was kept naked as she served drinks and such to the guest. kitty was told not to offer anything to the males and females that accompanied Mistresses guest. All of Mistress guest were dress in stunning outfits with only one male guest, a tall well built Black man. At exactly 10 p.m. Mistress announced that the show was to start at 10:30 sharp so everyone was to go to the entertainment room. Mistress took kitty by the arm and led everyone into the room. Mistress told kitty to stay put. Then, it?s into one of her nightgowns and on to bed. Lying still, my arms around my wife, I can?t help but wonder what life holds in store for me as a young woman? as well as for Carin. The feel of her soft satin nightgown against my skin, the first of what I know are to be many, many new sensations I?m going to have to learn to get used to over the next few months. I wonder if I?ll be able to pull this off? no more major change to my life could possibly be any more difficult.Once we?re. " I'll try. They owe me a day for working the Bank Holiday, so I'll ask if I can take it then. I'll call you when I know." Thanks Ricky. If there is one person in this world I can trust it is you." I felt some guilt upon hearing her declaration. The one time she really did need me, I let her down.We arranged to meet in The Minories, just outside the Lewis's department store. From there it was just a short walk down Corporation Street to the Courts. Why is it that these places are so forbidding?.