He had already known!!! What did he think of us, now??I was cheating him!Cheating him out of a daughter-in-law! Out of grandkids! Family reunions and ...irthday parties and ballgames and uncles and cousins! A whole branch of the family tree would never exist if Ryan and I were together.Ryan will never be able to truly continue this generation without a wife.I’d cheated him out of a son! A real son of his own flesh and blood to raise from birth and to teach sports and cheesy pickup lines and. We got up on Friday morning to find the refrigerator virtually empty. I opened the mail and updated the estate’s financial picture while Paige went shopping. I paid bills and wrote checks for a distribution. We mailed my parents’ check, Paige was to deliver her parents’ check, we dropped checks for the Library and Church off at the judge’s office and we took the one for the food pantry to Nadine. She invited us to a New Years Eve party at their home. We thought we knew everything about each. Seeing is believing. I scrutinized the fearful eyes of the onlooking sisters as the aftershock settled in. Everything and nothing had changed. Yesterday’s world was gone and we’re still here. Now what?As our flight replayed in exquisite detail, I couldn’t shake a weird sense of déjà vu as I relived the real-time re-run of my virtual reality recollections.“Chief, can you go to freeze-frame?” I stood and walked over to the flat-screen. The amazingly clear and vivid still picture of the town was. Ben lightly caressing her body watching her undulate at his touch her breath catching in her throat, he felt her body tense when the door opened and her eyes open wide in surprise when she saw his friend Jack standing there, as he moved forward she felt his weight as he climbed onto the bed , Ben had moved to the side of her, seeking her lips began to kiss her, as Jack kissed her neck softly, his fingers trailing down to her breast flicking at her nipples making her moan into Ben's mouth, as.