’ I said to them. ‘Here was this man that I thought was the embodiment of an ultra conservative Christian pastor, and you’ve just revealed that ...e has had a human side to him all along. If he’d shown that to me earlier none of my revenge would have happened, and I would have thought him a better person for it.’ ‘Yes but he didn’t show that to you, he acted just like many people who become ‘born again’, they take a position that is diametrically opposed to what they did before they changed. Only. My pink nipples were harder than ever, partly because of the water, and partly because of people staring at them.It was literally as if I had just killed somebody.Rhea was shocked too. She covered her own breasts as if her boobs were the one visible to public eyes. It would have been better if it was her boobs. They were bigger and more rounded than mine. But she would never display them. She had morals, but I didn’t.“what? Haven’t you seen boobs before?” I asked the guy swimming next to meHe. After chucking them in the washing mashing, hoping that they'd come clean in the wash, I padded back upstairs and grabbed fresh sheets from the linen closet. I'd managed to wash acrylic paint out of the sheets more than once, hopefully I'd be just as lucky with relatively fresh blood stains.Tossing the clean sheets in the general direction of the bed, I headed to the bathroom where I found the door open. Leaning in the doorway, I spent a moment watching her wash her hair through the frosted. He says that by the end of my year with him I'll experience the mercy of God."But how does he know? The man's a Protestant and he knows nothing of God's will, compassion and mercy. And me: I know that because of my wickedness it won't happen, that I'm damned to the fires of hell where the Devil will lick my quim and roast me forever in my sexual torment, but even so, I try to be brave. I do it for Peter and the children because I yearn to be back at home, but I can't be good, not even for them..