My ears ring with the silence. I think sometimes that I hear your voice, beckoning to me. Though it was not. You are gone from my spell. You broke the...trance and escaped my curious hands.I pull the covers back over my head in an attempt to find shelter from the pain and responsibility outside my door. My foot will not even touch the cold wooden floor, for fear that the creaking of old wooden boards would be the apparition of you as you walked nakedly, on tip toes across my room. My mind is. ' I need you to promise me that only you and your three friends will know about me playing with you. You’ll need to let me know as soon as possible which morning the four of you want to use me so I’m prepared. There are two other things that the four of you need to know beforehand."She continued, "First off, Kevin and I both get tested every other month at Planned Parenthood to make certain that we don’t have any sexual diseases. The second thing is, we’ve met a hotel employee that’s an. Then the little voice in my head joined the conversation again. Oh god, don’t make me say that, you damn little voice. Stop, don’t make me say it! “And actually, I’m already in bed, so it’s all O.K.; you’re not keeping me up. Well, not much.” God damn voice. I dropped in a cryptic erection reference, less subtle than the first, but I hoped, still at least somewhat subtle where I could pretend it was innocent. “Actually, I am too! Oh my gosh, we’ve been talking for 45 minutes! I really. ., you are bribing me isn’t it?”Me: “Yes.” She opened the cover and started having it.Sahana: “So what is this for?” I took courage to answer her question.Me: “Sahana, you are making me mad day by day. I’m not able to control myself.” She laughed. “I want to fuck you Sahana” she became angry. “I want to fuck you, please Sahana. I will get you whatever you wants. Please let me fuck you”.Sahana: “impossible”Me: “please Sahana understand me. I’m not able to concentrate on any work properly. Farm.