I didn’t want to, but inexplicably the memory of the an earlier night flew into my head unbidden. A date when not only had Richard been late, but th... restaurant we went to was rubbish, he’d forgotten to book a table so we had to wait, then he went home straight afterwards. My hands went to the keyboard with a mafia-like lust for revenge that even surprised me. >, Go on then. Let’s have a go at this. >, Why did you decide to continue? >, I have my reasons. Pause. A virtual awkward silence.. The new line was anunlisted number for Sarah. It would allow me to receive phone calls forboth of my lives without having to carry around a second phone. It alsoprovided the ability to have separate voicemail messages for eachidentity, keeping those a secret too.But I'd never used the second line until today. Dad had called me on itfrom his office, but nobody else knew the number, including me!Trudging through the long list of contacts on my phone, I finally foundthe entry for Sarah Carerra. I shivered in fear, afraid I wouldwet the bed as his fingers ran over my body intimately. I could feel someof my juices begin to flow, humiliated that this stranger could coax a sexualreaction from my bound body. Myeyes opened wide in fear. He brought out another cloth and a bottle. He openedthe bottle and the pungent smell of chemical filled my nose. He poured someon the cloth and pressed it over my nose and mouth. I held my breath as longas I could but I began to feel my consciousness. All of a sudden Kyle interrupts my daydream by asking me to come over there. I reluctantly got up from my spot on the couch next to Matt and went over to him.He told me that he wanted to test something on me. Anthony from across the room yells "No! wait... are you sure?" I had no idea what that meant but it was enough for me to decline the offer. Then they said it's supposed to be a mind control thing.I knew that was garbage. There is no such thing as that, but I still didn't want to try.