I was on my own; I was leaving everyone else to take care of my jobs. I was leaving Kelly to take care of our kids without my help. I was leaving my f...mily to mourn the death of their grandfather/great grandfather/living companion/father-in-law to go deal with my own demons. I felt ... somewhat inadequate.Rachel was right; I was off in search of the life we had with each other. But I was 34 then; about Kelly’s age. She was polite about it, but the reality of her comparative physical youth was. I'm in the kitchen which was kind of off to the side, so can't see both when the door opens. In walks his date; typical blonde, athletic build, and very sexy smile. Now, in walks my date and it felt like time stopped; 1st thing I notice is she's talll like 5,10 (I'm 6,3), then I scan her body quickly huge tits, a big waist, and a big juicy ass! Now her face, I thought she was Mexican turns out she's Portuguese, big brown eyes with long ass natural lashes, long curly black hair, and big juicy. Until I was under her dress and outside her lace panties. She pressed her hot young ass into me more, and I kissed the side of her neck as she turned to smile at me.My cock was stiffening at the thought of going inside her panties.Do I dare?I could feel her warm wetness soaking through. I grabbed her big soft bouncing breast with my left hand, and teased her clit with my right. The music was loud but I swear I heard her moan.As she bit her lip, I slowly pushed her panties to the side and slid. She wobbled as the kabarii tugged her again, falling to her knees. She felt blindly on the ground, hoping to find a weapon or at least a sharp rock. She would not allow these creatures to slay her without paying with at least one more life. The kabiri clinging to her back let out a triumphant, gurgling chuckle and tugged the rope tighter. Astra’s head pounded in time with her heartbeat and she struggled to stay conscious under that unbearable pressure.Suddenly, a new voice cut through the.