I was nowa female. A heterosexual one. To fight against that would have been asfutile as trying to fight against having a period (which, thankfully, I...hadmemories of dealing with) or ever-widening hips.However, Holly and Brad had strict rules about boys, which I'm sure wouldhave been seen as chafing to another young girl. For me, it provided alittle extra time to get accustomed to the idea. Keeping me from jumpingheadfirst into the dating pool.* * * * * * * * * *"Carolyn Finkle."I returned. She stood motionless, hips askance, one knee slightly bent, her weight carried on one leg. Did I want this girl who stood naked in front of me? Did I fancy her? Was my desire for revenge against her father that great? I decided that she did not do anything for me sexually. It was nice that a naked woman stood in my study, there for my pleasure, but did I want that pleasure. Arousal could not be further from my thinking. Gill was going to have to work for me to take her.“Spread your legs.” She. Kel walked by me and motioned for me to follow her toward the women’s room. So I followed, wondering ‘what the hell is up’.Once out of view of the bar Kel turned to me and said ‘I saw you go off with your girl, it didn’t work out?’ ‘Na’ , I said ‘she’s not my type’ ‘whats up Kel, I know you’re having fun but it’s time to go home’ Kel said, ‘Honey, I have a huge favor to ask, you’re going to have to trust me but this is something I think I need to do’. Oh fuck, that didn’t sound good. . When we got to my house everyone else was still in work, just like I planned. I locked the door and lead him upstairs to my room, where he sat in my chair… in this very chair I’m sitting in now as I tell this story. I set up my laptop after he asked me what kind of porn I was into. We started off by him fulfilling his curiosity and sucking my dick… I was ‘Meh’ about it. I knew I liked cock, but I think getting a BJ from another guy isn’t my thing. I guess I’m just more of a giver than a.