. Just waiting for the next willing cunt to suck and fuck. I wanted Raj right there in the subway train,. I looked around to see if any of the male s...ecies on the train resembled this handsome love monster. There was one sitting directly across from me with a light wheatish complexion with big black eyes and silken black hair. He was handsome, seemed ready if I used the right approach. I began looking at him and wanted him to notice me. He looked every which way, but at me. I thought about. They had appeared like figures from a hideous nightmare, like monsters from some B movie, with their completely shaved heads and bodies, their bulging muscles, and the weird tattoos that covered chest, back, arms and even the shaven heads.At one point, one of them had talked about pills and somehow Deirde had made the connection. Viagra or Cialis, or something like that. They had cheered each other on, with one of them giving directions like a movie director; a notion that was confirmed when. I would proceed downhis legs from the front, giving his thighs close attention and then work myway down the calves to his feet. Last, I would move back to his cock andballs. I would knead his balls gently with both hands, massaging, at thesame time, the recessed part of his cock that ran from the base of his cockto his asshole. Invariably, his cock would harden and I would take itfirmly between both hands and massage it gently. Always, the droplets ofpre-cum would appear and I would take swipe. I wasnt sad when hearing the news, just waisted that i didn't even get to fuck a slut i talk to every night. But when she cried on her knees giving her all to me, was something I could never keep from being turned on from. The tears running from her big fake eyes into her gaping mouth, giving up all her energy to me, a desperate bitch telling she'll do ANYTHING so i dont leave.I was something like a "comfort buddy". I picked up her phonecalls every night and we talked about her dumb daily life.