I knew that I was attracted to girls, but I was too afraid to do anything.I saw the way that Sophia would look at me. I had hoped that she would grab ...nd kiss me hard, but it never happened. I found myself admiring her body with her athletic legs and small waistline and ample breast. I was always careful not to let her catch me staring.One late class, I was in the locker room when I heard what sounded like a person moaning. I walked back towards the showers and the water was running. I peeped. I went to one of those grocery warehouses to buy fifty pounds of sugar. I asked the cashier, who didn't even seem curious about the purchase, if I could get a discount. Since I was buying if for a bake sale at the church.She smiled and said, "Sorry." I also had a six pack of baker's yeast in the Discount store purchases.I didn't have the ground stalks from the pot plants or the cooker, but I felt like I was close. Once I got the cooker, I had to make a condenser bucket. By the time the cooker. "Cecelia, you're very attractive to men," he said. "You have to know that. You're drop dead gorgeous, and young and full of life. The biological imperative drives men toward you. But that doesn't mean you have to give up men. You just have to stick to your standards and let them know when you're available and not, that's all." I'm NOT available!" she shouted. "MEN ARE PIGS!" Cecelia," he pleaded. "Don't let them get to you like this. Don't give up on all men just because a few of us are jerks.". Nothing even close, but, because she knew they wouldn't really injure her she wasn't scared.She knew what they wanted from her was her submissionand some of the things they did or might yet do caused pain, she knew she would be released whenever they hadused her enough. She was experiencing mixed emotionsas she was helplessly used and she was surprised to findthat she kind of enjoyed these feelings. No, not kind of,she was turned on by this. She really liked this treatment.Eventually all three.