" With that I knew that i definitely was not ready for marriage. It was weird to come to that conclusion since I had two children at the age of eighte...n, but I could not show favoritism towards one of the twins. Nancy and Nina were both really supportive of me and I could trust them both with my life, so to choose just one of them was hard. On the way home from work on a Friday afternoon I stopped in the mail room of the apartment building to pick up the days mail. I took notice that there was. I have to write it all down before I forget.I lay around my room until one in the afternoon, wondering if anyone would ring. And if they did, would they take me seriously from yesterday? Maybe I should ring Lawrence. Put on a casual air, pretend last night was nothing special. That nothing particular was said. But as well as being nervous about what they might all think, worried sick that I'd lost all my friends, I wanted to give the illusion alive that they took me seriously AND everything. But still, there was no progress in the conversation, so I tried to make her feel like I miss her. So I messaged her, “it’s been so long since we met.. maybe you have changed a lot hehe”.For that, I got an unexpected reply, “we could have been together but you never looked me that way”. What does that mean? I never looked her that way? What way she is talking about? I thought of so many things as I replied to her, “Maybe you never let me watch you that way haha”.It was getting interesting and. She’s going to Bowling Green in the Fall.”“So she’ll have a whole new crop of guys to choose from?”“She REALLY wants to meet someone who isn’t from McKinley High.”“I’m not from McKinley High,” I grinned.“Hey, Buster! You told me there was a new champ!”“I did say that, didn’t I?”“And do you remember what I said? I mean, later?”“That it fit perfectly. It did, by the way.”“So, finish your ice cream and let’s go play!”“Would it upset you if I say not tonight?”“Frustrate me? Yes. Upset me? No.”We.