He'd noticed it a couple of times being worn by other people on his list. It hadn't been worn by everyone and the meaning escaped him. We tried search...ng under 'carnation' or 'pink' but nothing helpful showed up on any of the search engines. There is an old saying: 'once is chance, twice is coincidence and three times is enemy action.' The little flower obviously had some meaning. We checked out a few more on the list who had websites. We found two others who displayed the badge in photographs. Fiona had left my wrists bound so I couldn't even get up and I lay thereas the sobs began to dwindle and diminish. She walked round so I couldsee her and she squatted down and looked at me steadily. I cringed andtried to move away, expecting another torrent of abuse."Hey there," she whispered almost tenderly. "It's not so bad. You'llfeel better soon."She reached out her had to caress my forehead and strangely her touchbegan to calm me almost immediately."Jamie, Jamie," she spoke gently, "let. "I strode to the table in front of him and brought one sword around and down and then the other. The table split in half and fell as I yanked the swords free and kicked out to send the debris flying. I stalked towards the clan leader and his two guards moved between us. One reached for his weapon and started to pull it and I shifted to strike."ENOUGH!"I stopped and looked passed the guard at the clan leader, "you are a coward."I spun and walked back through the debris and towards my. I fall onto the couch back shakingas it feels like I ve just ripped my balls off. She then tells me this will keep me from moving aroundas she spanks me. She then gags me so I don't scream. I will receive 25 swats for the kitchen not being clean , and 15 more for lying about it. When she is done I cant stand up, my legs are shakingand week . I am crying and having trouble breathing I hurt so bad. She takes the gage out and gives me some water. She then moves behind me and starts.