I continued, "Greg, I used to masturbate fantasizing about you being my first. In fact, on occasion, I still do. You need to let yourself 'off the hoo...' on this one. You did not hurt me by the intimacies we shared. You hurt me by abandoning me for the past twenty years." Greg took another drink and seemed unsure of what to say, so I went on, "Greg, I loved you. And it hurt deeply to lose you from my life." I started to cry. Greg set his drink down on the table between our chairs and stood in. ”She got up and started for the house, stopped and turned. “I trust you little brother. With only 10 yrs between you two I thought this might happen or at least an infatuation on her side.” I’ll want to talk to you at some time too about how careful you’ll have to be around Mom and Grandma.” Wow is she happy for this to continue? I said “Love you big sis.”The next morning I was woken by Febe sucking on my morning wood and making Mmm noises. Oh wait, that would be me. “Oh yes. Don’t stop.” then. .. very close." When Kathy still didn't say anything Valerie kept going. "Last Friday night, when I saw you ... in our bedroom ... I sort of treated you like you were my sister. I guess what I'm saying is that I don't act like that all the time. I mean I don't usually act like that at all. But you're so beautiful and you remind me of Cindy, and I..."Kathy finally got it. "YOU are apologizing to ME?" she said incredulously. "I let YOUR son suck my nipples ... YOUR husband saw me almost naked .... That was all that was said for the first five minutes. My tummy was doing somersaults. I felt a bit queasy.“So you don’t talk much” Sally laughed. I tried to laugh back. “Do you have a job?” she asked more seriously. “I’m looking-” I replied “do you always finish at 3?”. She told me she worked Mondays Wednesdays Fridays and half day Saturdays.There was another long silence. “So are you always going to be so quiet and mysterious?” she laughed again. “Sorry” was all I managed. And then we were.