Because my failure to do so has affirmed that she is who I am and who I was meant to be. The fact that my desire to be a woman would never go away, b...t had become instinctual helped prove to me that I was never truly a Jeff, but always a Jenn. She wasn’t a fetish or some deviation on being bi or gay, but real flesh and blood femininity. Whenever I was her, I felt right and whole. Whenever I see her in the mirror or a photo, I know she is me.And I am so glad, so very glad, I embraced myself. I decided to test drive both cars, let both salesmen know I was looking at the other car, and see what I could work out.When I got home I reviewed the notes I’d taken, then called both the Ford and Dodge dealerships and arranged for test drives on Friday afternoon. I let both salesmen know that I was looking at the two cars, and that at the end of Friday, I’d buy one of them. I figured that was going to get me the best deal, and because I already had an offer from the Ford dealer, I made sure. Instead of her short brown hair she had long flowing blonde hair. Brianrealised that that was his hairstyle and deduced that he must be wearinghis fianc?e's hair. Jessica began to stir. She slowly opened her eyesand then started to sit up in bed. Brian giggled when he saw that hisfianc?e was wearing Brian's pink nightie. Upon hearing Brian giggle,Jessica turned and saw him."Oh my god!" Jessica yelled seeing Brian. "Nice to see you too honey,"Brian said smiling. "So it's really happened then?. ''Hey sexy'',as I turned around and there she was,looking uber sexy as the foam had soaked her light top and her nipples were stiff,she had that just out of the shower look.She smiled at me as she threw her arms around my neck and started to dance.''Where are the others?'',I told her they'd gone to smoke a spliff and she just gave me that cheeky smile and pulled me a little closer as the foam got higher and higher until we were covered above our heads.After a while it seemed like it was just.