Don’t get me wrong, I do have dirty conversations with them and tell them about my sexual experiences but it never arouses me when i talk about it w...th other females as much as it does with my best friend. For some reason though, I get the feeling that she has the same feeling too. She enjoys my presence very much, and it also explains the amount of body contact that we have. I know where her ‘special spots’ are like her neck, ears and sides. She even lets me gently caress them with my. Kathy was there with me on the podium, rousing me up yet again to demonstrate a point in the erogenous zones lecture, much to the amusement of the class and the wishes of the females present that they could also have a taste or touch of me. With us having a full complement of students each time, we had time to have each other over that six weeks to both of our mutual satisfaction. It was the extra attention that Kathy gave to Ann that I missed out on. It was a massive subterfuge that she had. ” “Michelle, what’s wrong? You need to talk to me. ” you say in a slightly stern voice. “I can’t, it doesn’t make sense. I don’t know what’s wrong.” I lie trying to cover my irrational feelings. I really don’t know why I’ve reacted like this. I don’t know if it’s about me, about the toys, the spanking or if it’s about us. Why today and why now? “Please make love to me. I need you right now.” “No, are you out of your fucking mind. I’m not touching you until I know what’s wrong. You have to. ." I will check on it." Lorenzo spoke to another waiter and gave me the thumbs up."What's going on?" Cindy asked. "Do you have something planned?" I do..." I reached and squeezed her hand. "Do you remember the last time we were here?" Yeah ... You didn't have much of an appetite." That was in April. Now it's October. The leaves have turned ... A lot's happened, hasn't it?" I'll say ... You got your knee fixed." I don't think I could've survived without your support, Cindy. Those were tough.