All I know is that what happened with him and then with 3 of my cousins has shaped my life in a way that might not have been had he never touched me,O..., maybe I should say: Had I never allowed him to touch me.I recall spending the night at his house. I was about 7 years old and it was during the summer. I was there to go to Vacation Bible School with him and my 2 cousins. One night, my uncle told me, "You have to sleep in your underwear."Why? I didn't know, I don't recall why or what happened. Athil siriya viralai vittu aata aarambithaan, en pundaiyil neer athigamaaga suranthu irunthathu.Magan amma pundai kozha kozhavendru irukirathu, naan athai suvaithu paarkava endru ketan?Sari chelam endru solli iru kaalgalai virithu pundaiyai kanbithu paduthen, magan pundaiyil naaku poda arambithaan. Haaaaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaaaa ena oru sugam ithu naal varai ithu pondru oru sugathai anuba vaithathe illai.Siriya naakai ootai pilavil vaithu mel irunthu keezh varai naki athil suranthu irukum neerai. Maine usse apne ek t-shirt aur shorts diya aur bola change kr lo, main bhi change kr leta hun. To usne bola tum bahar jao – mujhe change krna hai. Fir maine usse bola-mere shamane kro. Usne bola pagal ho gye ho kya tumhare shamane change kaise karu to maine usse bola pooja darling mere paas ek hi bed hai to raat ko humdono sath me hi sone wale hain naki alag alag.Fir usne bola acha ye baat hai. Tum raat ko kuch kroge nahi naa. Maine bola waisa to kuch nahi krunga. Lekin pahle tum change to kr. With some dexterity for a not so nimble girl, she kneeled in front of me, opened my pants all the way, pulled my underwear under my balls, and then began to lick me from scrotum to head, up and down like a lollipop. I looked around, and after seeing that nobody was minding us, I grabbed her head and shoved my cock into her mouth where I began a slow fucking motion as she alternated deep throating me and licking me. She continued sucking me while cupping my balls in her hand and putting pressure.