He is fifteen years older than me, financially secure and strong enough to deal with my job and still make a wonderful life. I moved in with him three...months ago. Those months were the most fun, most stable and best months of my life. I understood all that two weeks ago and I understand it even better now. But still I screwed up and almost lost him. One night, two weeks ago, I drank too much during my shift. A beautiful, athletic, sexy man my age catered to me all night. I let him touch me,. Wednesday morning. Joyce and I were back in the hot tub. Janet: A new level. We stayed dressed. We spent most of the hour sitting on the sofa, silently cuddling. Quietly affirming a special love. In some ways it was a meditation. At the end we stood and hugged. We were merging. We held it for about five minutes. We were sending love. It was not nearly as strong as with Barbara and I but it was definitely happening. This time the list included a male. Ron was receiving love too. Afterwards Jan. " He kissed and tasted me and then began to lean over, kissing my neck, my shoulders, and my breasts. Meanwhile he was rinsing my body off with his roaming hands under the warm spray. Easing himself downward, he squatted on the shower floor and pulled my cunt to his lips. I set my legs apart to accommodate him, and he began to finger fuck me as he kissed my labia. Soon I raised a leg and d****d it over his back, giving him better access to me, and even reached down to open myself more with my. Not because of anything she did, really. Just because of how she looked. Yes, I can be a pig at times so sue me. At least, I kept my mouth shut. As for Summer, she was enjoying herself and I found myself enjoying her enjoyment. We’d stopped several times, getting out so she could wander around while I took photos. Not of her. Not that I wasn’t tempted, I just… it felt like stepping over a line, I guess. At least it did until she said something about it.“You ever take pictures of people?”“Not.