It has been becoming increasingly obvious to me (and Raja) that our relationships that we are in are not what we should have. The ones we love do not ...ove us in kind. I came to realize a long time ago that even though Raja is my best friend, I have a love for him that remains dormant. Running in the background of our entire relationship. This morning I woke after having a very disturbing dream of us, and what woke me up was a call from him. Call it destiny or what ever all I can think about at. Me: hay Shikha, don’t feel bad, come we will party tonight. What will you have, I can make many mocktails?SHI: no problem uncle, I’ll stay with some friend house.Me: but all your friends went to Goa! Don’t worry stay here till your parents come.Shi: ok I’ll have Mojito; I go and change.Me: Ohh darling be comfortable, here she came with Capri and a loose top, top was long sleeves butshoulder cuts with ending just below her bra. I love to crush her shiny smooth shoulders. The top was way above. Ab mera lund to lower me rukne ke liye tayyar hi nahi ho raha tha phir maine usse kaha ki mujhe bhi kisi ladki ki virginity todne ka bahut man karta hai, isper wo boli ki chudi hui ladki ko nahi chodoge kya? Phir kya tha maine uske gulabi hoto ko choosna shuru kar diya. Chooste chooste maine uska jumper utarna shuru kiya aur usne poora support kiya.Usne ander kali bra pehen rakhi thi jo uske gorey aur chkney badan per bahut suit ker rahi thi. Maine uski makhandaar chuchi brab ke uper se danbana. .. yes ... I meant it then and I mean it now."Both of us had put our coffees in the holders or otherwise there would have been a pair of scaldings to deal with. She had released her seat belt and turned to me, almost lunging across the center consol and wrapping her arms around me and kissing me with great force."Yes. That's my answer. Yes. Yes I will marry you. When you explained it ... I mean ... how you felt about me, I knew it was the same for me. I guess I really am in love with you,.