What should I do?" Oh Joseph don't worry. Whatever happens will happen. But I must ask. If, you don't want anyone to know about your cross dressing, w...y are you wearing such totally girlie jeans?" asked Mrs. Cole as she crossed her legs and looked at him intently."You can tell? I thought they look a little like boy's jeans." He whined."Honey, they do look a bit like boys jeans. I used to be a model remember? I know a lot about fashion and those look like female jeans to me. I loved that color. I love your Goodfella$ magazine.’ ‘Thanks, Kim.’ I shook hands with her. ‘I’m happy to have you as one of my biggest supporters.’ ‘I love your work.’ She admitted. As the elevator proceeded to rise, I became more aroused. Then suddenly, the elevator came to a halt. Kim was so frightened that she literally leaped on me like a pet dog. I loved the way her round breasts felt on me, as I consoled her. ‘Don’t worry, young lady.’ I told her. After saying that, she looked deeply in my eyes and it felt. So, how have you been? Bob said you work in the Ohio plant." Yep, I'm an engineer in the plant. I really like it there. I did get my degrees and everything is going well for me." Are you dating anyone?" asked Tracy."You sound like my family. They ask me the same thing every time I come home for the holidays," I replied."I figured you would be married by now. There were a lot of girls that liked you at State," remarked Tracy."You're kidding me," Bob jumped in. "You never told us you dated. I. Stuffing my hands into my pockets I turned and watched the nearest boat begin to pull up it’s nets. Yep, big difference that change made for me. In the Army you still struggled. Except there it was to stay alive. And as for the dry land part, well who knew I’d be walking in rice paddies along the Thai and Cambodian border at the end of the war. So much for being a kid and thinking you knew it all. My instincts had kept me alive then, but why were they tugging at me now? What had drawn me away.