It was all surreal in its peacefulness for my beingeffectively someone else now, someone who wasn't even male.Next day, I was sitting out on the back ...orch, shaded by the rose trellis,and savoring the smell of tobacco smoke on the air as one of the girls,Kimmy, lit up. Denise had been an occasional smoker while we weretogether, cadging rollups from me until I bought her a pack of her brand,so I knew these lungs recognized the aroma. I sat there, trying to figureout how to ask and whether I. I felt a breeze of hot air as the washroom door opened and a fresh fragnence of summer, I turned around and sawRehana is in Black semi denim short shirt with one button in middle tucked and rest open to show off her perfect bust & flat tummy. She was wearing her G-string and I could feel my pulse increasing. She plopped next to me and picked up a leg from bucket and asked “whatchu watching?I said I was watching down to you she was like doing be funny you already played down To Me! I said naah. Sears sat down Sam one night and said that it had always been his dream to see his son go off to some flash University and get some flash degree. Sam knew that in many ways he owed allot to his new family the Sears', so he was more than happy to play along with Mr. Sears an enroll at the best of the best University's there was "UCKA".Sam got accepted into UCKA without any major problems, after all he had the money from Mr. Sears but also the Sears last name to hide any dark history that Sam was. The question was also if I really wanted to look for another man.Option Three was to find out if Tim would be able to take me out of Viet Nam. If he would be able to take care of me and how my life would be if I would stay with him. See, you have to understand that I was not in love with Tim anymore and I also didn't love him. So, should I stay with him or not?Linh and Ngoc were joking when they told me that if Tim wouldn't be good for me, then I could look for other men to have sex with.That.