Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. That was me. On the screen. In fullmakeup, wearing a long blonde wig, but still obviously me. I was givinghead to another guy,...and was obviously enjoying it. I threw up downmyself, and had no choice but to sit there covered in vomit, tearsstreaming down my face, and try not to hear the slurping sounds comingfrom the TV.It had won. My fight was gone, and this seemed to make my other halfeven stronger. I was lucky if I was myself for an hour a day by now.Every time I tried. I don’t understand what’s going on,” the boy said in a shaky voice. “That’s exactly what I want to explain to you. You see, Rakesh, Arjun and I have been getting very close while you were away, much closer than a lady usually gets to teenagers. I don’t think I need to explain how it happened that we got so close, darling, but it happened and it’s something that Arjun and I are very happy about. We were enjoying what you saw, Rakesh. Do you understand what I’ve said so far, honey?” “I… I guess. " What does that mean? It's just like always: a few are going to spoil it for the many." So what do you suggest?" That we find a way to only move kids who are being watched, and then only for that time." But what about the discrepancies in their stories?" Find a way to explain it to the kids," Alex said. "We'll have to reinforce things so they can't say anything, but that shouldn't be too hard." That's running a big risk."Alex shrugged. "Of course it is. But somebody has to draw a line. The typical college girl."No I'm good, I guess things are settling back to normal, I should be OK for dinner tonight", I said with a smile."It's so freaking hot out there, do you mind if I watch tV with you?" Course not, want to watch something special"? I was watching the golf channel and didn't think that was something a girl her age would really be interested in."No that's fine,I,ll just go take this bathing suit off and I'll be right back."Didn't think anything of it, but when she came back.