But you’ll share with her. How do you think that makes me feel? I saw how hard mom tried to protect me from men who wanted to take it. So I know it�...�s valuable. I am giving you the only thing of value I own, and you keep pushing me away. It hurts.”Kevin nodded then asked, “How would you feel if you gave it to me and a year from now we broke up?”“I would be sad we broke up. But not about this. I have to look at you for the rest of my life. I don’t want to feel what I’m feeling my whole. I had never had my cunt licked to orgasm before I met him and the first time was a huge discovery of exciting new sexual pleasure for me. I loved the way he talked to me as he was licking and teasing my clitoris then my cunt lips as he slowly got me to a fantastic orgasm with his wet and strong tongue. He told me after as we were fucking he almost suffocated as I pulled his lips and tongue into my sopping wet cunt while he had his hands holding my arse cheeks.Every week after that he would. He feels beat down by life. Not much in the mood to think about when the days were filled with laughing, flirting, and fun. He has been to enough therapy to know that when he is bummed out that is exactly when he thinks of her the most. She is the symbol of what he wanted – passion, excitement, energy, a challenge, a connection of mind and body. He nods his head when they say, ‘it wasn’t her she wanted, she just represented all of it.’ Given enough time and access it would have happened with. I pulled into the meeting place. Waiting , Waiting Waiting he never showed up (there are phony just trying to get off on craigslist was not the first time)Frustrated, upset and horny I started to drive home. If you have read any of my post you know that I have an issue when it comes to peeing not able to feel it until I start leaking. Driving down the interstate I stared to leak a little Oh grap I have to pee and it is raining like heck. Saw a sign "truck rest area 1 mile ahead" The sign said.