It took us about 30 minutes to reach the restaurant, we parked up and allgot out. "Eh me and Alex are going to have a ciggie," Debbie said as we walke... tothe restaurant, "you guy's go on and get us a table." We sat on a wooden table under a parasol outside the restaurant, I pulledmy cigarettes out of the bag and offered Debbie one, she took it and welit up. The rain had passed and you could smell that wet scent of flowersafter a shower of rain."So how was your meeting?" I asked."She laughed. While sitting on the toilet I saw a hole in the wall and being young and dumb I didn't know anything about what it was for. I reached down for the toilet paper and when I did I saw a face at the hole looking at me. I was always horny at that age and when I stood up I let the guy get a good look at my cock. He started running his finger in and out of the hole and so I thought I would give hime a good show and started stroking my hard cock and eventually shot my load in the toilet and left.Well. We were laughing both out of the pain of the freezing water and pebbles beneath our bare feet. It was amazingly cold but we eventually either got used to it, or simply were numbed enough to stay in. Eventually we both got out, and due to the cold our balls had shrunken into our bodies and our penises stood erect. This happened every year so we were used to it. But being a bisexual, seeing my dad's body turned me on so much. My dad (Joe) is 46, 6' 2", and very athletic. He exercises a ton and. "You don't know the half of it, apprentice. This is why I wanted to meether. Its been a long time since I had someone who poses this much of achallenge." Look. Its not like I dont want to be whole. I just cant hurt anybody inthe process. And since I cant figure out how to be whole without hurtingpeople, I just ..." have decided to hurt yourself, instead."I looked at the floor in response.He came up to me, and put a hand on my shoulder. "What will you do,then, Elizabeth? Go on as you are until.