I took in the smell of the countryside and the view of the grand old house. I’d always imagined I would be aroused at this moment, that I would feel...the excitement but I didn’t. All I felt was nervous, no, not nervous, scared. We’ve spoken on the ‘phone. We’ve exchanged pictures. We have been so open and I feel so close to her and yet, how to explain? Three months ago There was one evening when our conversation openly acknowledged her dominant nature and my submissiveness for the first time.. “Why is that?” he plays along.“Because I couldn’t wait to see you.” Abby climbs onto his lap and kisses him. His large hands cover her back, pulling her against him.“Did you lock that door?” he asks into her sweet mouth, and she nods. “We have to be fast.” She nods again, guiding his hand between her legs. He finds her pussy bare beneath the skirt and doesn’t hesitate a second longer.The idea of his co-workers being right in the other room is terrifying, but he can’t contain himself. Mat stands. But the male body screams strength, power and eroticism to me. This arouses me and pleases me.I like the thought that the male member takes the female; capturing and penetrating her, holding her in place until she accepts his seed inside her. Yes, the power that the male penis represents appeals to me even to today. And at that moment, in the shower with my brother, I was learning that I liked submitting to that power. I liked being taken. And while being taken in my mouth for the first time. In fact nowhere in my job description did it say that I even had to attend any services ever at all ... but I had to know what was going on at all of them to better coordinate their after church activities. As my new career progressed at most bases I soon became the senior NOIC and managing a staff that supported numerous different chaplains of all different faiths, Christian, Jewish and Muslim. Some days it would be the Baptist minister on call at 3 a.m when a plane crashed, or Airman Smith.