Till that Wednesday when they were planning on hooking up. I took a vacation day, and purposefully loaded my .45. I would kill this little black son o... a bitch. Thats what I convinced myself I needed to do. What I had to do." He looked at me I suppose to gauge my reaction."I guess I cant blame you?" I didn't know what to say, but wanted to know what happened next. I was helplessly, engulfed in this mans life, and history. I had never been through anything like that in the 18+ years of marriage.. I’d fantasize about her at the dinner table and suddenly make my excuses and rush off to my room to fuck her. I fucked her on the bus one afternoon after swimming practice. The top deck was empty and I sat in the back row. I remember the cool feeling of my cock as I took it out of my pants. The clean, astringent smell of chlorine covered my body. I had so much pre-cum that my speedo was soaked. I took it off and wrapped the silky, slippery lycra around my cock and I fucked Miss Lawrence until. ??I?m sure I?ll be fine, my car has front wheel drive.??Nonsense!? Tom?s mother looked over where her son was busy working onanother piece of chicken. "Tom???Hmmm?? Tom looked over at his mother, his mouth full of chicken.?Tomorrow I want you to go out to the old cabin and take all that stuffthat?s been stored in it and move it to the pole barn.?Tom gulped down what was in his mouth. "Why???Christie will be moving into it.??Mrs. Dennet I can?t do that!? Christie exclaimed.?Of course you can!?. I tried my best to hide it from her, but she had seen it and then slowly, willingly She kept her hand on my penis and then said sorry I had no words (I felt really good, I had been dumped after arousal) she kept her eyes on the the screen and touched my thing for the second time and said- I’m sorry but what’s that? It’s so hard what have you kept in your jeans I said nothing I was perspiring and one could easily guess looking at me that I had a lot of “tharak” already within me.She slowly kept.