.." What?" I asked."I'm pregnant!" She shrieked and kissed me again. "Can you believe we're gonna have a baby?" I couldn't, especially since we hadn't...had sex in four months. However she kept talking."I figure you can quit your job when the baby is born since it would cost more to hire a nanny ... Oh my god we have so much to do!" Honey wait ... Pregnant? How? We haven't had sex in so long." Well yes," she said as thought it was obvious. "We haven't had sex with each other." Are ... are you .... Not good timing but I survived and have many more stories. I then went to university, married my high school sweetheart, taught high school English for 32 years, and raised a family of four children who now are grandparents. When I retired from teaching I began a new career writing children’s books. In addition I got involved in genealogical research. Then six years ago now my wife of 52 years died. She had been the center of my life. Her death left a big hole in my life. At her funeral. Her face was bright red, and her breathing rapid, as she looked deep into my eyes. “Tighter” was all she said. I tightened my grip on her beautiful neck, she did not fight to get away as I squeezed with all my might. It was obvious that she was barely breathing, but was in what can only be described as orgasmic bliss. I lead her back to the car; I released my grip on her throat, and pushed her face down onto the hood of the car. I spread her arms out on the hood, and spread her legs wide open. Maybe you could explain this all to me. Use little words, and I’ll try to understand.”I again chuckled. Jeremy wasn’t stupid, far from it in fact, he just saw the world different than the rest of us…“Putting it plainly. I’m having panic attacks. Depressive episodes.” This one stung to admit…“If it wasn’t for Karly, I’d probably be thinking about hurting myself…”There. I said it.“What happened the other night left me really isolated and alone. If it hadn’t been for her… things might have turned.