I owned a studio and did portraits. I also did commercialwork too. I worried about what my clients would say when they saw mewith shaped eyebrows and ...prayed on makeup. I could cut my hair and takeout the piercings, but I'd have trouble explaining everything else.Then I rationalized that since I was having fun with all of thisexciting play, I would see it through. After all, it was my birthday,and I was having the time of my life.We walked into the mall entrance and into the better department. I said sign me up. I could resist. I paid for the services then I was then lead to a very nice room, told to remove my clothes, offered a hanger, then get on the table on my knees. A few awkward moments, then I felt her hand rub my asshole and scrotum. The nervous tension, I had some good blood flow going to my cock. She began to wax my ass...not bad and less painful than I expected. Then she told me to flip over. I had about a 1/2 hard cock, which is almost 5" long soft and pretty thick. Her. It was easier when I thought you were unavailable—married—than it became when you dropped that bomb shell.’ She paused to take a bite of food and continued. ‘Bill.’ She said softly. ‘I’m not looking for a husband, let alone a relationship. Relationships get messy. My track record in that department is abysmal. I don’t work for you, but we do work together. I have a bad feeling that if we jumped in the sack and did the nasty, things would change at the office. Then we’d want to do it again and. " She was almost in tears as she finished."You're not the only one who's told me you wish you didn't have to share. You're not even the only one who's told me today. But so far, you're the only one who's let it stop you from getting even a piece of me. I'm not going to force you, or try to convince you, but the fact is that I'm in love with you, and with all of them, and I can't abandon them, even to make you happy."If it would help, I'd be willing to go a day without making love to anyone,.