Jess again took control and instructed us to check the menu for our choices which he duly conveyed to the ever attentive waiter.Dinner passed without ...urther embarressment as we discussed the usual things travellers talk about.Jess inquired if I was interested in seeing the show meaning the ships entertainment but my mind was on a different sort of show and I blurted “ Yes, um I mean no.” I hastily added I am not interested in cabaret dancers.Timmy squealed softly as little girls do and took my. I mean," I felt myself turn a thousand shades of red, but I was going to be open with him, "I have used toys, and fingers and... well you get the picture. But I have never been physically or sexually active with a male."I took a deep breath and watching his eyes. They carried amazement and he seemed a bit taken aback by my words. "Logan, I held myself out for you all these years. I never loved another man because I loved you. I wanted to save myself for you, and I did. Well, with the exception. ”“Was ... not her too?” I could see the horror on Ginnie’s face.”“No – at least I don’t think so.” I breathed deeply for a moment. “Ten days after we got back from Germany, both she and her mother disappeared. MI6 think they were kidnapped back to the DDR. Col’s father is a senior officer in the Stasi – the east German secret police.”Ginnie sat there, her tea forgotten.I could feel my old brain struggling for control. “And I think I somehow betrayed her when we were in the DDR.” My voice. I went to Nisha, gave her a nice hug and kissed her. It was then when Priya came closer and said “thanks Vicky for that wonderful drink and kiss, I really enjoyed it.”I was stunned hearing to that. I just said them give me a break and walked to balcony to Raj. Lately, Nisha told me that even Priya was doubting us, but then as even they were looking for more fun, they just let it happen, which Nisha had confirmed to Priya after we moved to balcony. I was very much puzzled, didn’t know what to.