"That's probably enough for today. You need to keep thinking things through. Let's have a cup of tea now and you can tell me about your plans for the ...est of the weekend."Over tea, they just chatted about simple things (though Chrissie suspected Trudy learned even more about her in the process). At the end, Chrissie told her, "I'm going to Felixstowe. I'm hoping Jessica won't mind my leaving some of my dressy clothes hung at hers, and I want to talk to Jenni about how she got to where she is. Lindy and Jane wereclambering over to join her.Lindy went over first.Tilting her head back, Linda drew her knees up to her chin and slippedher feet through the rungs . Easily the youngest of the three (seventeenlast spring), she had reached that slim, coltish stage where her legslooked impossibly long and limber. Their length was further emphasizedby the stripy black stay-ups she habitually wore. She really was onesassy little miss...though at her age she was entitled to wear whatevershe. ”I paused realising I was starting to ramble, “Look you should really go and make up with Jade, you know."Amy nodded and I went to give her a hug. "Not here," she said in a dramatic whisper."Nobody knows us and more importantly, your relationship to me. So for my own street cred, I would like to have people not think I am the sort of girl whose father attends uni parties."I laughed, "Ok, understood. I will try not to do anything that embarrasses you further than I already have." Good. I do have. Love is when you win the lottery and don’t have the urge to leave your girlfriend - but to share the profits with her. And then maybe even marry. And that's exactly what I would have done.I don't know what you are doing right now and how you are doing. But other things I was able to find out. Where you moved to, I know from the internet. The way you're looking now as well. I miss you, everything else would be a lie. None of the things that you and I did wrong, could ever change that. Nothing.