” I called as I walked in through the door. “Are you alright?” His voice was full of wary concern, “Where have you been?” “I just went for...a walk.” I probably looked as exhausted as I felt, my face has always shown the world how I feel, whether I want it to or not. “I was worried about you.” “Sorry, I just went to the park.” His frown grew deeper, “I needed to clear my head.” His frown disappeared. He'd obviously been thinking about it a lot too.“What time is he coming?” His tone of voice had. I am still buzzing but take two small bottles with me. I get there about 4:00am and there are about 5 cars in the parking lot. I drink one bottle then walk in pay and go back on to the back. There two guys standing together as I walk down the first corridor . They speak I speak as i walk by. Hi and hello.I went in to the booth at the end and came back out and watched the movie from hallway like they were.Then I pulled out the other bottle and slammed it back. {airplane bottles} They looked and. More blood stains the cross where she has scrabbled for purchase. I put myhands on her waist and push up, relieving the strain on her arms. She opens hereyes and groans. Jeremy slices through the ropes. She falls forward against me,her useless arms flopping across my shoulders. We carry her into the bathroom and sit her on the lid of thecommode. Dawn goes to the kitchen and returns with Gatorade. She has to feed itto Mona slowly since she can't hold a glass. I wash off her foot.? It seems to. Minutes into my shower, there was a knock on the door. I opened the curtain and stuck my head out to call and see who was there. It was my Mom’s boyfriend, he was asking to come in to use the toilet. ‘I need to pee! Can I come in and quickly use the toilet?’ He hollered back. Joys of only having one bathroom in our apartment. Honestly, I didn’t think it was a big deal, so I told him the door was unlocked and that he could come in. I made sure to pull the curtain closed again, and went about.