‘Go in there,’ she said, ‘go talk to him.’ Not sure how it would turn out, Matt walked into the living room. ‘Look, Rick,’ he said, ‘Mar...…your mother and I aren’t trying to hurt you.’ ‘Yeah…’ Rick said and glared at him. ‘What the hell are you trying to do then?’ ‘You know me,’ Matt said, ‘You know I’ve never gone out much. Not like you did, anyhow. I mean girls just didn’t seem to like me, and I was scared to ask them out. I didn’t want them to turn me down.’ Rick looked at his friend. Matt. My mouth feeling empty and abandoned. ‘Strip off your clothes and leave them there by the door.” he told me. I stripped. Naked I started into the living room. He was on his couch, now shirtless. ‘Crawl over to me’ he instructed. I went to my hands and knees and crawled. ‘Your my bitch. Understand?’ he said. ‘Yes.’ I replied. He slapped my face. ‘Don’t you know that you’re supposed to call your superiors SIR?!’ he asked, no, he demanded. ‘A AH, Aaah, yes SIR.’ ‘Good bitch!’ He stood up, ‘Strip. I will do just as I please, live my life as I please, explore as I please, experience what I please, give free rein to all of my instincts and impulses, desires and pleasures, let light into the corners of my mind that have been dark until now."She pauses. I am tempted to blurt admiration, but I do not interrupt.She continues."And for this I am seeking a man who will join me. There is no one word to describe this man. None that I know that convey all I want. But I will explain. I want a man who. Always was an early riser. I carefully removed myself from Jully's arms and showered. Then I came back and dressed silently. This done, I walked into the living room to be miserable and alone with the uncomforting thoughts I knew so well. I was so absorbed with self-loathing that I did not notice Jully come into the room sometime later. She wore her sweater and bra underneath(one of the straps was visible, otherwise it would have been a guess) and her panties. She sat next to me and took my.